urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64 mY AuToBioGRapHy baxide64 2007-03-08T02:52:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:145013 2007-03-08T02:52:48Z 2007-03-08T02:52:48Z hey everyone...its been awhile i know...i dont have internet at my house yet and the only place we can get it..u have to be 18 or older n they wont let jordan in. So, iv been in Georgia since december..to be honest I like it. Its warm compared to New England. Im in mass but only for a few days and i cant wait to go home. Jordan is going to be 19 weeks old tommorrow...which is over 4 months, she coos, laughs, giggles and interacts so muhc i love it. She rolled over a few times too! she sleeps through the night which is amazing since now my husband works 3 at night till 6 45 am. which is sucky but he gotta do what he gotta do...lol.<br /><br />Im happy and as much as i miss tyler and ashley, now that im up here i miss my husband and i think jordan does too. As soon as i got here my mom was begging me for money and crying that charlie wants to see jordan and its just way too stressfull.<br /><br />well sorry this is so short, im really not into the computer that much....buh bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:142714 2006-11-12T13:24:50Z 2006-11-12T13:24:50Z FRIENDS ONLY urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:141015 2006-10-12T04:03:42Z 2006-10-12T04:03:42Z Thanks Lisa..and Krysta too<br /><br />its good to actually hang out with "friends" rather then work n bed all the time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:130627 2006-01-12T03:14:49Z 2006-01-12T03:14:49Z Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously<br />Anything.<br />A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.<br /><br />Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:95053 2005-06-08T21:04:42Z 2005-06-08T21:04:42Z soo friends only entries from now on, thanks to having no privacy, im not picky about my friends...i'll add u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:89861 2005-04-22T23:03:16Z 2005-04-22T23:03:16Z <img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y195/baxide64/MVC-625F.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br /><br />it worked, heres one more<br /><br /><br />tyler james urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:89835 2005-04-22T22:58:41Z 2005-04-22T22:58:41Z <img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y195/baxide64/MVC-641F.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br /><br />this is my first attempt at a picture urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:44734 2004-12-01T21:50:12Z 2004-12-01T21:50:12Z Something isn't right <br />I can feel it again feel it again <br />This isn't the first time <br />That you left me waiting <br />Sad excuses and false hopes high <br />I saw this coming still I don't know why <br />I let you in <br /><br />I knew it all along <br />You're so predictable <br />I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) <br />So you don't have to call <br />Or say anything at all <br />So predictable (so predictable) <br /><br />So take your empty words your broken promises <br />And all the time you stole cause I am done with this <br />I can give it away give it away <br />I'm doin everything I should've <br />And now I'm makin a change <br />I'm living the day <br />I'm giving back what you gave me <br />I don't need anything <br /><br />I knew it all along <br />You're so predictable <br />I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) <br />So you don't have to call <br />Or say anything at all <br />So predictable (so predictable) <br /><br />Everywhere I go <br />Everyone I meet <br />Every time I try to fall in love <br />They all want to know why I'm so broken <br />Why am I so cold <br />Why I'm so hard inside. <br />Why am I scared <br />What am I afraid of <br />I don't even know <br />This story's never had an end <br />I've been waiting <br />I've been searching <br />I've been hoping <br />I've been dreaming you would come back <br />But I know the ending of this story <br />You're never coming back <br />Never..never..never..never.....[echo]..... <br /><br />I knew it all along <br />You're so predictable <br />I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong) <br />So you don't have to call <br />Or say anything at all <br />So predictable (so predictable) <br /><br />Everywhere I go for the rest of my life (so predictable) <br />Everyone that I love <br />Everyone I care about <br />They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me (so predictable) <br />And I know what it is <br />I'm ending this right now..<br /><br /><br /><br />yea i supposse it has some revelance <br />n steves case<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />iv been having a shitty week....i think its cas charlies here<br />my bdays comming up....woohoo lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:44315 2004-12-01T11:05:14Z 2004-12-01T11:05:14Z havent had much to say...<br />same shit different day basicly<br /><br />got my school sweat shirt, its sooo comfy<br />not having a good morning either<br /><br /><br />i kno i just woke up 15 minutes ago <br />but tis gone bad already<br />and hopefulyl school will be alright<br />but it probably wont be<br />yea im deff...in a mood urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:44078 2004-11-30T11:00:40Z 2004-11-30T11:00:40Z stupid computer wouldnt let me on lj...yea umm yesterday sucked too...<br /><br />o well <br /> <br />very tired urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:43802 2004-11-29T01:53:36Z 2004-11-29T01:53:36Z man today kinda sucked...the family brunch was cool..saw alot of people i ahvent seen in a while.<br /><br />Then work sucked had to split a 20$ tip between 3 people and i was the only host, stupid people<br /><br />the i ruined the wireless eyboard i got to borrow<br /><br />and then i got forced to go eat and didnt get to chill w/ steve<br /><br /><br />yea i dunno today sucked............... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:43647 2004-11-28T14:29:48Z 2004-11-28T14:29:48Z STeEL2073 (9:27:17 AM): i held her hand big deal urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:43012 2004-11-28T05:43:43Z 2004-11-28T05:43:43Z AKoRn63087 (12:38:43 AM): so dan and sarah done for good?<br />BaXiDe64 (12:38:48 AM): no<br />BaXiDe64 (12:38:51 AM): they are together<br />BaXiDe64 (12:39:01 AM): and on friday they were together<br />AKoRn63087 (12:39:13 AM): then why was sarah holding steve's hand?<br />BaXiDe64 (12:39:17 AM): who knows<br /><br /><br /><br />who knows...i ddint even ask n im not gonna<br /><br /><br />thanks for all ur comments they made me feel special n all warm inside!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:42872 2004-11-27T04:59:48Z 2004-11-27T04:59:48Z STeEL2073 (11:55:37 PM): because jaime i love you and i lsot you and you dont want me back<br /><br /><br />why do things have to be so complicated? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:42379 2004-11-27T02:22:10Z 2004-11-27T02:22:10Z thankfully your going to florida....ur high and act soo retarded <br />im glad i had visiter's tonight..thanks guys<br />yea so u blew me off yet again<br />i hope megans worth it<br />maybe tommorrow i'll work<br />and then i can see everyone i havent seen in a while<br />me n yoyo have a plan if what happens in dawn of the dead happens here.<br />we are not telling anyone cept for tommy n chris<br />that way no one can find us...lol<br />man we have weird conversations<br />anyone wanna email me?<br />i dont get much email latly except to enlarge my penis but i dont even get those anymore<br />baxide64@aol.com<br />everyone should leave me a nice message<br /><br />ok anonymously everyone leave their true opinion about me<br />it doesnt have to be nice<br />but be honest...something a lot of people cant do urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:41828 2004-11-26T20:10:18Z 2004-11-26T20:10:18Z I got my new liscence today...thankfully<br />and yea of course charlie screws up yet again<br />got pulled over n mas w/out a liscence nice one<br />hes moving into today<br />how horrible urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:41666 2004-11-26T04:33:40Z 2004-11-26T04:33:40Z n yet the fighting continues urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:41071 2004-11-26T02:44:08Z 2004-11-26T02:44:08Z fine let everyone listen to ur messages...i expected that anyways. So this is for everyone whor eads this<br />this journal is my opinions<br />i write whatever i want in it ...i dont care if it hurts people cas its ur choice to read it i cant keep a regualr diary anymore because yea i just cant, so this is it, my journal..my thoughts my opinions <br />im sorry if i offend anyone <br />but the deal was megan told me steve kissed sarah and i beliveed her<br />because i cant believe steve anymore<br />but i believe sarah i believe they didnt kiss ok?]<br />but w/e it doesnt matter<br />steve doesnt understand how his lies are getting tangled<br />i kno all ur firends read this steve<br />so theres the deal thats what i heard and thats whats happenign<br /><br />today i had pumpkin soup..it was yucky ::sad face::<br />maybe tommorrow will be better<br />it will be if we have plans... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:40877 2004-11-26T00:52:36Z 2004-11-26T00:52:36Z <p>dear u...<br>love isn't taken lightly, but you must think it is. Love is somehitng i have never felt as strongly before u came. And i still love you. U say u love her, do u really? just because she doesnt bitch right now, just because she lets u hang out w/ girls...just because she doesnt hold a grudge? Yea that was us in the beginning, did u take a break n do stuffw/ another girl and lie right to her face yet? no. You blew me off steve we need tot alk<br>as much as we are not getting back together we need to talk. We need to get along. Yea im fucken pissed, u dont love me...or didnt love me, cas obviously u take that very lgihtly i guess...so go run aorund telling everyone u love em, obviously u loved her when we were together but w/e...just dont ever tell me u love me again. because i dont believe u, now i will never hear the words i love u, my mom doesnt tell me she loves me neither does my dad...u were the only one i thought meant it...i was wrong whatever<br><strong>i will find somene who means it when they say it<br>when it truly comes from the heart<br>and its not just to get in my pants<br></strong>maybe i'll finally be able to trust someone in my life...cas right now i cant trust anyone...not even my parents<br>wait i take that back i trust yoyo<br>maybe 2 or 3 people but he is the only one i truly can say i trust w/ all my heart. I dunno as much as my trust for you dissappearded in june...i still had hope, but now never.</p> <p>Go and love her ...go n say u love everyone, just kno that when i sed i loved u, i meant it more then anything i ever sed in the world....</p> <p>this isnt a pitty party for me ...thats not what im asking </p> <p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:39997 2004-11-25T04:35:05Z 2004-11-25T04:35:05Z well on a better note my orange chicken craving was fulfilled urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:39432 2004-11-24T19:08:25Z 2004-11-24T19:08:25Z stop changing ur fucken story steve<br /><br /><br />someones gonnaget hurt just deal with it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:39190 2004-11-24T16:25:03Z 2004-11-24T16:25:03Z man i want an icon w/ my picutre on it<br />to scare people away<br /><br /><br /><br />ok so it hinkn im gonna go w/ either dark blue or silver or both...has anyone ever seen my rooma t my dads i love it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:38917 2004-11-24T02:10:00Z 2004-11-24T02:10:00Z douche bag dad urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:38845 2004-11-23T21:55:26Z 2004-11-23T21:55:26Z finger eleven <p>ok lets take poll should i paint my room<br>blue (like at ym dads or darker)<br>silver (my favorite color)<br>red (my other favorite color)</p> <p>or any other suggestions...</p> <p><br>yea well hmm eatin chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream...<br>yummy</p> <p><br>i have had this craving for orange chicken <br>its driving me nuts<br>i want it&nbsp;bad</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>no school tommorrow&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baxide64:38178 2004-11-22T23:59:17Z 2004-11-22T23:59:17Z sometimes i feel i dont add up to her<br />im not like her<br />but then i think...im not suppossed to <br />im me ...not her