StoRiES

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 02:52:48 GMT

hey everyone...its been awhile i know...i dont have internet at my house yet and the only place we can get it..u have to be 18 or older n they wont let jordan in. So, iv been in Georgia since december..to be honest I like it. Its warm compared to New England. Im in mass but only for a few days and i cant wait to go home. Jordan is going to be 19 weeks old tommorrow...which is over 4 months, she coos, laughs, giggles and interacts so muhc i love it. She rolled over a few times too! she sleeps through the night which is amazing since now my husband works 3 at night till 6 45 am. which is sucky but he gotta do what he gotta do...lol.

Im happy and as much as i miss tyler and ashley, now that im up here i miss my husband and i think jordan does too. As soon as i got here my mom was begging me for money and crying that charlie wants to see jordan and its just way too stressfull.

well sorry this is so short, im really not into the computer that much....buh bye

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 13:24:50 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:03:42 GMT

Thanks Lisa..and Krysta too

its good to actually hang out with "friends" rather then work n bed all the time

better?

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:14:49 GMT

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:04:42 GMT

soo friends only entries from now on, thanks to having no privacy, im not picky about my friends...i'll add u

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 23:03:16 GMT

it worked, heres one more

tyler james

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 22:58:41 GMT

this is my first attempt at a picture

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 21:50:12 GMT

Something isn't right
I can feel it again feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doin everything I should've
And now I'm makin a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..never.....[echo].....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life (so predictable)
Everyone that I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me (so predictable)
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now..

yea i supposse it has some revelance
n steves case

iv been having a shitty week....i think its cas charlies here
my bdays comming up....woohoo lol

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 11:05:14 GMT

havent had much to say...
same shit different day basicly

got my school sweat shirt, its sooo comfy
not having a good morning either

i kno i just woke up 15 minutes ago
but tis gone bad already
and hopefulyl school will be alright
but it probably wont be
yea im deff...in a mood

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 11:00:40 GMT

stupid computer wouldnt let me on lj...yea umm yesterday sucked too...

o well

very tired

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 01:53:36 GMT

man today kinda sucked...the family brunch was cool..saw alot of people i ahvent seen in a while.

Then work sucked had to split a 20$ tip between 3 people and i was the only host, stupid people

the i ruined the wireless eyboard i got to borrow

and then i got forced to go eat and didnt get to chill w/ steve

yea i dunno today sucked...............

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 14:29:48 GMT

STeEL2073 (9:27:17 AM): i held her hand big deal

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 05:43:43 GMT

AKoRn63087 (12:38:43 AM): so dan and sarah done for good?
BaXiDe64 (12:38:48 AM): no
BaXiDe64 (12:38:51 AM): they are together
BaXiDe64 (12:39:01 AM): and on friday they were together
AKoRn63087 (12:39:13 AM): then why was sarah holding steve's hand?
BaXiDe64 (12:39:17 AM): who knows

who knows...i ddint even ask n im not gonna

thanks for all ur comments they made me feel special n all warm inside!!

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:59:48 GMT

STeEL2073 (11:55:37 PM): because jaime i love you and i lsot you and you dont want me back

why do things have to be so complicated?

ur such a loser

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 02:22:10 GMT

thankfully your going to florida....ur high and act soo retarded
im glad i had visiter's tonight..thanks guys
yea so u blew me off yet again
i hope megans worth it
maybe tommorrow i'll work
and then i can see everyone i havent seen in a while
me n yoyo have a plan if what happens in dawn of the dead happens here.
we are not telling anyone cept for tommy n chris
that way no one can find us...lol
man we have weird conversations
anyone wanna email me?
i dont get much email latly except to enlarge my penis but i dont even get those anymore
baxide64@aol.com
everyone should leave me a nice message

ok anonymously everyone leave their true opinion about me
it doesnt have to be nice
but be honest...something a lot of people cant do

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 20:10:18 GMT

I got my new liscence today...thankfully
and yea of course charlie screws up yet again
got pulled over n mas w/out a liscence nice one
hes moving into today
how horrible

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 04:33:40 GMT

n yet the fighting continues

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 02:44:08 GMT

fine let everyone listen to ur messages...i expected that anyways. So this is for everyone whor eads this
this journal is my opinions
i write whatever i want in it ...i dont care if it hurts people cas its ur choice to read it i cant keep a regualr diary anymore because yea i just cant, so this is it, my journal..my thoughts my opinions
im sorry if i offend anyone
but the deal was megan told me steve kissed sarah and i beliveed her
because i cant believe steve anymore
but i believe sarah i believe they didnt kiss ok?]
but w/e it doesnt matter
steve doesnt understand how his lies are getting tangled
i kno all ur firends read this steve
so theres the deal thats what i heard and thats whats happenign

today i had pumpkin soup..it was yucky ::sad face::
maybe tommorrow will be better
it will be if we have plans...

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 00:52:36 GMT

dear u...
love isn't taken lightly, but you must think it is. Love is somehitng i have never felt as strongly before u came. And i still love you. U say u love her, do u really? just because she doesnt bitch right now, just because she lets u hang out w/ girls...just because she doesnt hold a grudge? Yea that was us in the beginning, did u take a break n do stuffw/ another girl and lie right to her face yet? no. You blew me off steve we need tot alk
as much as we are not getting back together we need to talk. We need to get along. Yea im fucken pissed, u dont love me...or didnt love me, cas obviously u take that very lgihtly i guess...so go run aorund telling everyone u love em, obviously u loved her when we were together but w/e...just dont ever tell me u love me again. because i dont believe u, now i will never hear the words i love u, my mom doesnt tell me she loves me neither does my dad...u were the only one i thought meant it...i was wrong whatever
i will find somene who means it when they say it
when it truly comes from the heart
and its not just to get in my pants
maybe i'll finally be able to trust someone in my life...cas right now i cant trust anyone...not even my parents
wait i take that back i trust yoyo
maybe 2 or 3 people but he is the only one i truly can say i trust w/ all my heart. I dunno as much as my trust for you dissappearded in june...i still had hope, but now never.

Go and love her ...go n say u love everyone, just kno that when i sed i loved u, i meant it more then anything i ever sed in the world....

this isnt a pitty party for me ...thats not what im asking

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 04:35:05 GMT

well on a better note my orange chicken craving was fulfilled

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 19:08:25 GMT

stop changing ur fucken story steve

someones gonnaget hurt just deal with it

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 16:25:03 GMT

man i want an icon w/ my picutre on it
to scare people away

ok so it hinkn im gonna go w/ either dark blue or silver or both...has anyone ever seen my rooma t my dads i love it

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 02:10:00 GMT

douche bag dad

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 21:55:26 GMT

ok lets take poll should i paint my room
blue (like at ym dads or darker)
silver (my favorite color)
red (my other favorite color)

or any other suggestions...

yea well hmm eatin chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream...
yummy

i have had this craving for orange chicken
its driving me nuts
i want it bad

no school tommorrow

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 23:59:17 GMT

sometimes i feel i dont add up to her
im not like her
but then i think...im not suppossed to
im me ...not her